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Triangles & Emotions (Part I)

by Jerbare

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1.
DTL 02:49
Feeling the room and all of its edges Finding ourselves under a broken light, The audience connecting along the bend Subtle contact beneath the reach of sight, Pretending to whisper; humming the air Saying nothing but the intake of a breath, Pulling in the scent to lock in memory Drew in close sideways well aware of it all, Invitation of a ghost to come in hindsight Bring out the archer to pierce the tension, Claws brought from the deepest thoughts Disorient the blue shade out from the red, Dropping calls to the ocean of loneliness Rising magnetic fields up for attractions, Burning tears to strip off the dead weight Desires left vulnerable out in the open, Hearing swears out between the breaths Back into me as I'm pushing for thoughts, Disconnect from the light & surroundings Found through what you have always been, Sights within a glimpse of escapism Blood moon filling everything in sight, I feel from my core to the tip of my nerves Coming from what has lead to here & now, Shred my skin to wipe my sin off your skin Caught yourself within perpetual motion, Re-establish connection to my conscious Gather my breath tame my focus back in, My indirect yin to my inconsistent yang Continue building who you are to free it all, You're entitled to anything you may desire To as much as you can offer to yourself and all that surrounds you.
2.
Bluesun 03:34
There is a fire burning within myself While I've watch it grow next to the sun Waving at the core of what has been myself While I've watched it take a hold of my worst half And despite my efforts to outdo myself While I've kept my hands busy In between I simply end up fueling the flame in myself While I dragged my heart out for all to see Just another sequence of words lost in the atmosphere Skipping all attachments, tied to my roots Just another reason for them to learn another lesson Finding all the words only in a different order Just another way to leave your mark Skipping on the past road, tied to my memories Just another tweaked sequence in my mind Finding all the motivation needed to disconnect I wonder what it was you thought you would find after all of the smoke had settled back to where your feet were planted? Dissecting my choices like it was somehow of your own business or anyone else for that matter. It's only after you had realized that you had spoken without actually twisting and turning your tongue. Now looking up to me for guidance like I could somehow see something better than you or anything else. It's starting to be too far for me to see and I’m starting to feel the need of wanting to feel the earth from underneath. Been sensing the development of new patterns under my skin feeding this censorial pattern I carry within In no shape, way or form would I ever want any type of harm to be sent your way towards your thoughts and emotions For the energy of your blue sun is all my skin ever wants to absorb & indulge in for the rest of time.
3.
Triangles 03:37
I've spent three days Lost on my way Figuring out What it's all about I'm not alone When I'm on my own Start living it down And turn it around Fall back three years From where we are here I hate me from then How could I pretend? Grow from the roots Stay by the truths Keep demons at bay Hold back what they say Gathered my thoughts Caught them on taunts Redefine hope Learn how to cope Kept eyes on sight Hazel in fright No, we're not done You've lost the fun Grab, hold your mind & all you can find If it finds itself scared We'll be right there Warm your cold hands As if I'm your heat All memory prone No, you're not alone I`ll always be there If not already near Give to you my all No fear of the fall
4.
Bird Heart 04:21
You are a patch of ink stained in my skin Set to always remind me of who I was Who it was that dragged me out then From myself and the character I played You always knew how to filter the masks Sort out through filters divided by eye Picked out the true but hidden emotions Helped me greet the potential inside myself A bird-like heart which you gifted me Sat my angry soul down beside yourself Philosophy discussed what was waiting Life bored us both so touch became alter-reality. Playing games unconsciously together Equally tried to both purposely lose Escapism is what you found within myself It's all we have to offer to anyone we meet. You have always been the ink my skin Set to always remind me of who I thought I was Who I thought it was that dragged me out of who I thought I was From myself and the characters that I chose to play Yet you have always known how to breakdown and filter masks Sorting and filtering everything through your eyes Picking out lies out from all the true hidden emotions Please help me find the potential inside myself A bird-like heart which I gifted back to you Sat your composed soul down beside myself Philosophy discussed what we wanted from the start Bored our new life & lost touch in our alter-reality. Breaking games consciously individually Purposely tried to both equally grow apart Escapism is what you grew within ourselves It's all I have to offer to anyone I meet. You are a patch of ink stained onto my skin Set to always remind me of everything I believe in Who was it that truly dragged me out then? From myself and the character I had become You always knew how to tear off my masks Sorting through my personalities with your eyes Seizing all the true but hidden emotions inside Help me greet the person inside myself
5.
And when I fell I think I grew A little more Within myself Between the two Of who I am And who I was Before myself There was a girl Raise her my hat For all she dealt For all my masks I find myself Lost within time Spiralling out Lost within space The sky was too dark For our light to shine Carrying waves Through frequencies Viciously turn Circle around What's yet to be lost What's yet to be found Synchronizing locks To patterns I've pulled Keeping them in Out from yourself Leave it alone Let it all be Go find your home Where you're not alone Go find your home Let it all be Leave it alone Out from yourself Keeping them in To patterns I`ve pulled Synchronizing locks What's yet to be found What's yet to be lost Circle around Viciously turn Through frequencies Carrying waves For our light to shine The sky was too dark Lost within space
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Willingly living in the shadows Unsure of the differences between Who I have been and who I need to be Forcefully pulling out of the light You have been for me a fountain of inspiration Colourful emotions piercing through my skin Fulfilment in ways my imagination had yet to see Dragging me away from where I had to be You have the potential to be such a good and honest person If it weren't for me as a dead weight Unwillingly pulling you from the light Unscripted dreamer; memories realigned Pulling out the root from the seed; inch by inch Fusing the atoms to radiate the vibrations Teach me what I've been so it can be changed, So that we can go We can go back Welcome elsewhere Everything is an illusion With your third eye open Jump in the void Search for yourself Black matter wraps us Evaluate the evaluation All tongues are common The unlit torch guides our way Waiting for my own arrival From beyond the unit of time Take yourself out of here Follow the unexisting sound Gather the looks around Straighten your spine Straighten your spine Straighten your spine Who have you been? Why are you here? What is your meaning? When did we leave? Where are you going? Does anything ever matter? It's all within the matter The context of perception Living how you feel Based on what you think Formed by what you see Giving the emotional colours Away from myself Away from myself Away from myself Away from my Self awareness within the dome Mirror the reflection Look in the glass Lost in the mask I have to know myself If I am to be that person Keep the sanity close And the chaos closer Carpe diem Carpe noctem Yeah Carpe diem Carpe noctem Tie the loose ends together Bind the confinement Direct the current flow Direct the current flow Direct the current flow You are the water You are the earth You are the fire You are the stars Welcome elsewhere You know I'm not doing this shit just for the hell of it I just gotta become a better me before I forget This light inside of me has carried us along the way Helped me configure all the words I felt I had to say There hasn't been a better time than now for us to grow It's our time, we need to show these kids which way to go Light up a torch, light up the darkness just for them to see These snakes and rats aren't really what they oughta want to be Despite the hollowness inside the world in which we be We find some room inside for us to set all of it free We have one life, we have one earth, for us to take our shot You'll find your courage once you give up everything you've got Shout out to my brother Ethan For emotional well being This industry is a joke So please just be on the leave and We out here pushing our grind Producing, creating time My homie told me if it ain't by you, It can't be defined See me by the shoreline Meet us back in time Meet me by the lighthouse See us pass through time See me by the core lines Meet us back in rhymes Meet me by the back house See us pass through rhymes All whatever though Lose myself within the rhythms flow Market the frequencies These post-sessions are my therapy Following the nerves Feel the clouds, feel the shapes Following the curves It's really all I need, nah Scratch that, it's really all I be Cut back, look back, tell me what you see Fall back, jump back, running back to me We're on track, retrack, the rhythm set us free We inject, reject, replying to the need
7.
Pour tout ceux qui maîtrise le temps Sans voeux de devenir grands Un concept perdu au vent Qui se relache tranquillement La douceur glisse entre mes mains Parce qu'elle ne ralenti pour rien Toi, la lumière au bout du chemin Moi, la noirceur qui te retient I'm probably the last thing you need right now Le seul moment au qu'elle je peux me confier vraiment out loud But what's the point of living life if it's for somebody else La balance est la clef de l'essence of all that is felt Et si je fait ceci for you my dear, How would it feel? Et si je me perdrait in your movement Would it be clear? Et si je me relâche from all my fears How would you feel? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? Et si je fait ceci for you my dear, How would it feel? Et si je me perdrait in your movement Would it be clear? Et si je me relâche from all my fears How would you feel? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? On danse au son de la renaissance We lose ourselves in the ambience Notre troisième oeil nourrit notre esprit We move ourselves within our melody There's nothing here now but you and me Et ma faim pour cette musique a l'infini C'est la mélodie du mouvement qui nous rassemble Ya rien que je ne ferais pas pour toi All I need is time to reassemble Just tell me when and where and you know que je me cacherais de moi, Pour toi, There's nothing else that I would rather tell you but the truth Mais toute chose a une fin, belle out non and you know that is the truth If I could catch a single thought from you, joyful or blue Je remettrai les pieds sur terre une fois de bon for you Je sais que dans le fond Il n y a rien qui parait Même à l'intérieur de l'illusion Que l'on pense être le succès Je sais que le coût de la vie est la mort Et je sais que c'est rare, les âmes qui s'en sort Mais je crois que je l'vois en toi et dans ton regard Qu'il y a plus que la vie dans ton effort Leave your fears behind if you want to see C'est notre moment, comme je nous l'ai promis Leave your fears behind if you want to see C'est notre moment, comme je nous l'ai promis Leave your fears behind if you want to see C'est notre moment, comme je nous l'ai promis Et si je fait ceci for you my dear, How would it feel? Et si je me perdrait in your movement Would it be clear? Et si je me relâche from all of my fears How would you feel? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? Et si je fait ceci for you my dear, How would it feel? Et si je me perdrait in your movement Would it be clear? Et si je me relâche from all of my fears How would you feel? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? Would you be there? Et si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? Would you be there? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there? Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there?
8.
We find ourselves in the loneliest places We loose ourselves in a time, that we call our own We force the parts back to their starting positions We build this backwards and learn how to cope with it 'Cause I'm too stubborn to not place my hands in flames To see exactly how far I can push the heat I travel roads that I find; that I don't know And learn from roads that lead to here and who I am And who I am I spiral out; intertwine all the questions Searching for answers, constructed from my own hands Picking apart relevance and its motions Study the movement of past and it's history Balancing chemicals with flowing emotions Feeling her rhythm; so close, dancing next to mine Reading the language her body is sending Digging towards her mind and all of it's sheltered thoughts Her sheltered thoughts
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I said what I had too, hoped the words they would suffice, But put too much thought Just to lose my composure, They float upon the air They find way towards your ears, They crawl behind your neck Your side and to your fears You really need to just let go (You're putting too much thought in this) Keep holding on to what you know (As if you`re understanding this) Stay humming like a floating bird (Keep steady, everything will flow) Third eye opened; for good in things (Like you know this, like it feels you) From there they glide on forward Slicing through air and waves, Flowing, disguised in your veins And down towards your heart, They ration and they reason Hands tied behind your back, Caught frozen in the motion A place where time stood still. You really need to just let go (You're putting too much thought in this) Keep holding on to what you know (As if you`re understanding this) Stay humming like a floating bird (Keep steady, everything will flow) Third eye opened; for good in things (Like you know this, like it feels you) I really need to just let go (I`m putting too much thought in this) Keep holding on to what I know (As if I`m understanding this Stay humming like a floating bird (Keep steady, everything will flow) Third eye opened; for good in things (Like I know this, like it feels me)
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Falling three steps behind your mind Rival growing in me in time I know it shows; your frown through your crown Ease my name, erase and ease my shame Detach, reconnect and cut loose my noose Fall down find north head up your home Stranded forgotten my home alone Never was mine in time I find Finding stones within myself To rub the two; to spark up flames Motivate the limbs to move Vibrate in waves through your goals Don't lose track of who you become Cut off excess anchors tied Spare the wings that help you fly Learn to grow, let heal & move on. In some few nights, in which I sleep I sense my dreams inside of me As if the wounds were truly alive upon my skin Ease my plea, erase and ease my name Disconnect, reattach and cut loose my thoughts Let my mind head north and never stop Strand inside the peace of strangers Nothing has ever really been mine, in time I find Finding shores inside myself Where current flows; to mix new life Levitate my soul to move once more Vibrate in waves through frequencies Losing track of what I have become Cutting off the fears slowing us down Spared the vices that help you fly Attempt to grow, let heal & move on.
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With fear in my bones And regret on my breath, My universal mask at hand I called her phone. And shared her name Said where I had been, As if she didn`t know. Said she let me in Said I let myself go Every good must have its bad But where did I go wrong? Somewhere in my personalities? Perhaps between the pages? Somewhere beneath a spot? Maybe that light I can`t escape Keep tugging, keep pulling, Keep on searching inside Try to make them start believing, Perhaps you`ll have to cut wings. Every good thing must have its bad There was little we could do, and There was little we could say. We found ourselves with realizations We found the demons were at bay. Realizing how we've always been, Reassembling what we've seen. Creating an image through our perception, Leaving unfiltered souls left out for confusion I built this thing all backwards I lie to that image within the frame, Placed on my desk without limbs to run A deep, warm moment captured on a reel. Passing through minds in the middle of the night Bringing memories and emotions along with you Dug towards my heart and revived feelings Some of which I knew were hibernating Some of which you introduced me to Wearing a smile I hadn't seen in years Bringing ponderous thoughts up to surface Leading me towards a misunderstanding The way I never called you The way you never knew her name How I just couldn`t tell her I`d like to think I didn`t want you hurt But really I was scared of hurting myself Selfish and hollow I simply had to grow Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter
12.
Marla Singer 03:37
I can't see straight, my vision doubled, Through this illusion, I thought was my cure Hovering on, my right away Bones of her hands, in search of a way The End to your story, to fight this down That holds no glory, 'till you come around Fight off the dark, that's yet to start Before the end, grab hold of your heart Spark to a flame, never let go yet to be lit, from all that you know It led you here, search to find who Throughout your fear, be the true you Chasing the dreams, find what's unknown Tear open seams, to make it into your own Push through the waves, ration your thoughts Haunt them from sleep, while not getting caught Sitting inside, the home of my own thoughts While your eyes reach towards the horizon Contemplating self-taught definitions Angling our direction, aiming for our past Regardless of what fuels our motivations It must always start from inside, within However, what if we could inspire ourselves? Could we ever teach it to be perpetually driven? the smoke was continuously getting darker Neither of us were able to reach on through Temporarily blinded by what we had seen You mustn`t know my hands and their capabilities Push through the waves, optimistic shading For your compassion for everything you’ve ever made Marla Singer, I thank you for your guidance You held my face before I let you go
13.
Emotions 02:44
Triangles in everything I do Memorial of who used to use who Within this vessel I call my own A bag of atoms processing what we labeled life For what it's worth, I've been realigning myself Dizzy days, common haze Melancholic comfort So I could ground myself So I could ground myself So I could ground myself Parallel thoughts caught between two dots of the scene Configuring levels of emotion Connecting overpasses and clouds Parallel bound; caught between two thoughts Been starting to think I understand A little more as I pull myself deeper My home is not an anchored ship But wherever I choose to allow myself to be Allow myself to be Allow myself to be Let’s go back Inside perception Where I could never really choose to be Dodging deception When I never really had a choice to see All I perceive I could never really seem to hold While all you receive You just never really seem to fold Till we've had our fix We could never really choose to stay apart As we're left to mix But never get to choose the colour for our art Aligning constellations Never will you hold space from being alive Intertwining evolutions Of everything as your pulse stays by my side
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Feline 03:30
Dancing with your nine lives And dancing with your whiskers Twisting while you're turning And turning while you're twisting Happiness isn't for someone else to filter It's all hidden in the open for us to discover I'm sorry that I dragged you into the person I am I'm just a passing number running through a program I pushed myself only to hold myself where I would stand Though I would run to anywhere or any place that you might have ran Marshmallow dreams, caught in the seems Your blinding light, catching me in the beams Your legs they felt too real, it wasn't a dream My dirty hands will never be clean When all the smoke will come to clear I hope that I can find you near If not, I'll run 'til you appear If not, I'll run from my fears If not, I'll run 'til you appear If not, I'll run from my fears S/O a toute les âmes qui ont vecue la meme histoire Se sentir seule ou être perdu dans un moment sans espoir Ou dans un moment sans lumière ou on se trouve dans le noir J'aimerais tellement ca pouvoir te parler sans métaphore Mais mes mots ne seront jamais donter malgré l'effort But I know que dire jamais n'est jamais vrais qu'à la mort Au temps que c'est plus fort que moi, parfois c'est moi qui est plus fort And this time they're telling you that they want it encore Il te dit fait attention au plafond, arrete de monter la bar C'est pas d'ma faut, je ne voulais pas leur donner mon sort Just trying to get what's mine, le remplir jusqu'au rebord Knock me all you like, je vais juste revenir comme un resare My parents raised me de façon à ce que je m'en sors I'm just trying to know myself sans que je me compare Ya quelque chose en ton esprit qui me ramene a ton corps And you call And I fall

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Jerbare Montreal, Québec

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