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DTL
02:49
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Feeling the room and all of its edges
Finding ourselves under a broken light,
The audience connecting along the bend
Subtle contact beneath the reach of sight,
Pretending to whisper; humming the air
Saying nothing but the intake of a breath,
Pulling in the scent to lock in memory
Drew in close sideways well aware of it all,
Invitation of a ghost to come in hindsight
Bring out the archer to pierce the tension,
Claws brought from the deepest thoughts
Disorient the blue shade out from the red,
Dropping calls to the ocean of loneliness
Rising magnetic fields up for attractions,
Burning tears to strip off the dead weight
Desires left vulnerable out in the open,
Hearing swears out between the breaths
Back into me as I'm pushing for thoughts,
Disconnect from the light & surroundings
Found through what you have always been,
Sights within a glimpse of escapism
Blood moon filling everything in sight,
I feel from my core to the tip of my nerves
Coming from what has lead to here & now,
Shred my skin to wipe my sin off your skin
Caught yourself within perpetual motion,
Re-establish connection to my conscious
Gather my breath tame my focus back in,
My indirect yin to my inconsistent yang
Continue building who you are to free it all,
You're entitled to anything you may desire
To as much as you can offer to yourself and all that surrounds you.
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2. |
Bluesun
03:34
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There is a fire burning within myself
While I've watch it grow next to the sun
Waving at the core of what has been myself
While I've watched it take a hold of my worst half
And despite my efforts to outdo myself
While I've kept my hands busy In between
I simply end up fueling the flame in myself
While I dragged my heart out for all to see
Just another sequence of words lost in the atmosphere
Skipping all attachments, tied to my roots
Just another reason for them to learn another lesson
Finding all the words only in a different order
Just another way to leave your mark
Skipping on the past road, tied to my memories
Just another tweaked sequence in my mind
Finding all the motivation needed to disconnect
I wonder what it was you thought you would find after all of the smoke had settled back to where your feet were planted?
Dissecting my choices like it was somehow of your own business or anyone else for that matter.
It's only after you had realized that you had spoken without actually twisting and turning your tongue.
Now looking up to me for guidance like I could somehow see something better than you or anything else.
It's starting to be too far for me to see and I’m starting to feel the need of wanting to feel the earth from underneath.
Been sensing the development of new patterns under my skin feeding this censorial pattern I carry within
In no shape, way or form would I ever want any type of harm to be sent your way towards your thoughts and emotions
For the energy of your blue sun is all my skin ever wants to absorb & indulge in for the rest of time.
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Triangles
03:37
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I've spent three days
Lost on my way
Figuring out
What it's all about
I'm not alone
When I'm on my own
Start living it down
And turn it around
Fall back three years
From where we are here
I hate me from then
How could I pretend?
Grow from the roots
Stay by the truths
Keep demons at bay
Hold back what they say
Gathered my thoughts
Caught them on taunts
Redefine hope
Learn how to cope
Kept eyes on sight
Hazel in fright
No, we're not done
You've lost the fun
Grab, hold your mind
& all you can find
If it finds itself scared
We'll be right there
Warm your cold hands
As if I'm your heat
All memory prone
No, you're not alone
I`ll always be there
If not already near
Give to you my all
No fear of the fall
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4. |
Bird Heart
04:21
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You are a patch of ink stained in my skin
Set to always remind me of who I was
Who it was that dragged me out then
From myself and the character I played
You always knew how to filter the masks
Sort out through filters divided by eye
Picked out the true but hidden emotions
Helped me greet the potential inside myself
A bird-like heart which you gifted me
Sat my angry soul down beside yourself
Philosophy discussed what was waiting
Life bored us both so touch became alter-reality.
Playing games unconsciously together
Equally tried to both purposely lose
Escapism is what you found within myself
It's all we have to offer to anyone we meet.
You have always been the ink my skin
Set to always remind me of who I thought I was
Who I thought it was that dragged me out of who I thought I was
From myself and the characters that I chose to play
Yet you have always known how to breakdown and filter masks
Sorting and filtering everything through your eyes
Picking out lies out from all the true hidden emotions
Please help me find the potential inside myself
A bird-like heart which I gifted back to you
Sat your composed soul down beside myself
Philosophy discussed what we wanted from the start
Bored our new life & lost touch in our alter-reality.
Breaking games consciously individually
Purposely tried to both equally grow apart
Escapism is what you grew within ourselves
It's all I have to offer to anyone I meet.
You are a patch of ink stained onto my skin
Set to always remind me of everything I believe in
Who was it that truly dragged me out then?
From myself and the character I had become
You always knew how to tear off my masks
Sorting through my personalities with your eyes
Seizing all the true but hidden emotions inside
Help me greet the person inside myself
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5. |
Falling Short
04:16
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And when I fell
I think I grew
A little more
Within myself
Between the two
Of who I am
And who I was
Before myself
There was a girl
Raise her my hat
For all she dealt
For all my masks
I find myself
Lost within time
Spiralling out
Lost within space
The sky was too dark
For our light to shine
Carrying waves
Through frequencies
Viciously turn
Circle around
What's yet to be lost
What's yet to be found
Synchronizing locks
To patterns I've pulled
Keeping them in
Out from yourself
Leave it alone
Let it all be
Go find your home
Where you're not alone
Go find your home
Let it all be
Leave it alone
Out from yourself
Keeping them in
To patterns I`ve pulled
Synchronizing locks
What's yet to be found
What's yet to be lost
Circle around
Viciously turn
Through frequencies
Carrying waves
For our light to shine
The sky was too dark
Lost within space
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Perpetual Lotus
08:28
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Willingly living in the shadows
Unsure of the differences between
Who I have been and who I need to be
Forcefully pulling out of the light
You have been for me a fountain of inspiration
Colourful emotions piercing through my skin
Fulfilment in ways my imagination had yet to see
Dragging me away from where I had to be
You have the potential to be such a good and honest person
If it weren't for me as a dead weight
Unwillingly pulling you from the light
Unscripted dreamer; memories realigned
Pulling out the root from the seed; inch by inch
Fusing the atoms to radiate the vibrations
Teach me what I've been so it can be changed,
So that we can go
We can go back
Welcome elsewhere
Everything is an illusion
With your third eye open
Jump in the void
Search for yourself
Black matter wraps us
Evaluate the evaluation
All tongues are common
The unlit torch guides our way
Waiting for my own arrival
From beyond the unit of time
Take yourself out of here
Follow the unexisting sound
Gather the looks around
Straighten your spine
Straighten your spine
Straighten your spine
Who have you been?
Why are you here?
What is your meaning?
When did we leave?
Where are you going?
Does anything ever matter?
It's all within the matter
The context of perception
Living how you feel
Based on what you think
Formed by what you see
Giving the emotional colours
Away from myself
Away from myself
Away from myself
Away from my
Self awareness within the dome
Mirror the reflection
Look in the glass
Lost in the mask
I have to know myself
If I am to be that person
Keep the sanity close
And the chaos closer
Carpe diem
Carpe noctem
Yeah
Carpe diem
Carpe noctem
Tie the loose ends together
Bind the confinement
Direct the current flow
Direct the current flow
Direct the current flow
You are the water
You are the earth
You are the fire
You are the stars
Welcome elsewhere
You know I'm not doing this shit just for the hell of it
I just gotta become a better me before I forget
This light inside of me has carried us along the way
Helped me configure all the words I felt I had to say
There hasn't been a better time than now for us to grow
It's our time, we need to show these kids which way to go
Light up a torch, light up the darkness just for them to see
These snakes and rats aren't really what they oughta want to be
Despite the hollowness inside the world in which we be
We find some room inside for us to set all of it free
We have one life, we have one earth, for us to take our shot
You'll find your courage once you give up everything you've got
Shout out to my brother Ethan
For emotional well being
This industry is a joke
So please just be on the leave and
We out here pushing our grind
Producing, creating time
My homie told me if it ain't by you,
It can't be defined
See me by the shoreline
Meet us back in time
Meet me by the lighthouse
See us pass through time
See me by the core lines
Meet us back in rhymes
Meet me by the back house
See us pass through rhymes
All whatever though
Lose myself within the rhythms flow
Market the frequencies
These post-sessions are my therapy
Following the nerves
Feel the clouds, feel the shapes
Following the curves
It's really all I need, nah
Scratch that, it's really all I be
Cut back, look back, tell me what you see
Fall back, jump back, running back to me
We're on track, retrack, the rhythm set us free
We inject, reject, replying to the need
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7. |
Temps Pour Temps
03:45
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Pour tout ceux qui maîtrise le temps
Sans voeux de devenir grands
Un concept perdu au vent
Qui se relache tranquillement
La douceur glisse entre mes mains
Parce qu'elle ne ralenti pour rien
Toi, la lumière au bout du chemin
Moi, la noirceur qui te retient
I'm probably the last thing you need right now
Le seul moment au qu'elle je peux me confier vraiment out loud
But what's the point of living life if it's for somebody else
La balance est la clef de l'essence of all that is felt
Et si je fait ceci for you my dear,
How would it feel?
Et si je me perdrait in your movement
Would it be clear?
Et si je me relâche from all my fears
How would you feel?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
Et si je fait ceci for you my dear,
How would it feel?
Et si je me perdrait in your movement
Would it be clear?
Et si je me relâche from all my fears
How would you feel?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
On danse au son de la renaissance
We lose ourselves in the ambience
Notre troisième oeil nourrit notre esprit
We move ourselves within our melody
There's nothing here now but you and me
Et ma faim pour cette musique a l'infini
C'est la mélodie du mouvement qui nous rassemble
Ya rien que je ne ferais pas pour toi
All I need is time to reassemble
Just tell me when and where and you know que je me cacherais de moi,
Pour toi,
There's nothing else that I would rather tell you but the truth
Mais toute chose a une fin, belle out non and you know that is the truth
If I could catch a single thought from you, joyful or blue
Je remettrai les pieds sur terre une fois de bon for you
Je sais que dans le fond Il n y a rien qui parait
Même à l'intérieur de l'illusion
Que l'on pense être le succès
Je sais que le coût de la vie est la mort
Et je sais que c'est rare, les âmes qui s'en sort
Mais je crois que je l'vois en toi et dans ton regard
Qu'il y a plus que la vie dans ton effort
Leave your fears behind if you want to see
C'est notre moment, comme je nous l'ai promis
Leave your fears behind if you want to see
C'est notre moment, comme je nous l'ai promis
Leave your fears behind if you want to see
C'est notre moment, comme je nous l'ai promis
Et si je fait ceci for you my dear,
How would it feel?
Et si je me perdrait in your movement
Would it be clear?
Et si je me relâche from all of my fears
How would you feel?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
Et si je fait ceci for you my dear,
How would it feel?
Et si je me perdrait in your movement
Would it be clear?
Et si je me relâche from all of my fears
How would you feel?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
Would you be there?
Et si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
Would you be there?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment
Would you be there?
Si j'ouvrirai mes yeux just for a moment Would you be there?
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Balancing Chemicals
05:06
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We find ourselves in the loneliest places
We loose ourselves in a time, that we call our own
We force the parts back to their starting positions
We build this backwards and learn how to cope with it
'Cause I'm too stubborn to not place my hands in flames
To see exactly how far I can push the heat
I travel roads that I find; that I don't know
And learn from roads that lead to here and who I am
And who I am
I spiral out; intertwine all the questions
Searching for answers, constructed from my own hands
Picking apart relevance and its motions
Study the movement of past and it's history
Balancing chemicals with flowing emotions
Feeling her rhythm; so close, dancing next to mine
Reading the language her body is sending
Digging towards her mind and all of it's sheltered thoughts
Her sheltered thoughts
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Quantum Relations
05:19
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I said what I had too, hoped
the words they would suffice,
But put too much thought
Just to lose my composure,
They float upon the air
They find way towards your ears,
They crawl behind your neck
Your side and to your fears
You really need to just let go
(You're putting too much thought in this)
Keep holding on to what you know
(As if you`re understanding this)
Stay humming like a floating bird
(Keep steady, everything will flow)
Third eye opened; for good in things
(Like you know this, like it feels you)
From there they glide on forward
Slicing through air and waves,
Flowing, disguised in your veins
And down towards your heart,
They ration and they reason
Hands tied behind your back,
Caught frozen in the motion
A place where time stood still.
You really need to just let go
(You're putting too much thought in this)
Keep holding on to what you know
(As if you`re understanding this)
Stay humming like a floating bird
(Keep steady, everything will flow)
Third eye opened; for good in things
(Like you know this, like it feels you)
I really need to just let go
(I`m putting too much thought in this)
Keep holding on to what I know
(As if I`m understanding this
Stay humming like a floating bird
(Keep steady, everything will flow)
Third eye opened; for good in things
(Like I know this, like it feels me)
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10. |
Symmetric Love
05:42
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Falling three steps behind your mind
Rival growing in me in time
I know it shows; your frown through your crown
Ease my name, erase and ease my shame
Detach, reconnect and cut loose my noose
Fall down find north head up your home
Stranded forgotten my home alone
Never was mine in time I find
Finding stones within myself
To rub the two; to spark up flames
Motivate the limbs to move
Vibrate in waves through your goals
Don't lose track of who you become
Cut off excess anchors tied
Spare the wings that help you fly
Learn to grow, let heal & move on.
In some few nights, in which I sleep
I sense my dreams inside of me
As if the wounds were truly alive upon my skin
Ease my plea, erase and ease my name
Disconnect, reattach and cut loose my thoughts
Let my mind head north and never stop
Strand inside the peace of strangers
Nothing has ever really been mine, in time I find
Finding shores inside myself
Where current flows; to mix new life
Levitate my soul to move once more
Vibrate in waves through frequencies
Losing track of what I have become
Cutting off the fears slowing us down
Spared the vices that help you fly
Attempt to grow, let heal & move on.
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Universialmask
04:48
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With fear in my bones
And regret on my breath,
My universal mask at hand
I called her phone.
And shared her name
Said where I had been,
As if she didn`t know.
Said she let me in
Said I let myself go
Every good must have its bad
But where did I go wrong?
Somewhere in my personalities?
Perhaps between the pages?
Somewhere beneath a spot?
Maybe that light I can`t escape
Keep tugging, keep pulling,
Keep on searching inside
Try to make them start believing,
Perhaps you`ll have to cut wings.
Every good thing must have its bad
There was little we could do, and
There was little we could say.
We found ourselves with realizations
We found the demons were at bay.
Realizing how we've always been,
Reassembling what we've seen.
Creating an image through our perception,
Leaving unfiltered souls left out for confusion
I built this thing all backwards
I lie to that image within the frame,
Placed on my desk without limbs to run
A deep, warm moment captured on a reel.
Passing through minds in the middle of the night
Bringing memories and emotions along with you
Dug towards my heart and revived feelings
Some of which I knew were hibernating
Some of which you introduced me to
Wearing a smile I hadn't seen in years
Bringing ponderous thoughts up to surface
Leading me towards a misunderstanding
The way I never called you
The way you never knew her name
How I just couldn`t tell her
I`d like to think I didn`t want you hurt
But really I was scared of hurting myself
Selfish and hollow
I simply had to grow
Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper
Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter
Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper
Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter
Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper
Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter
Enough with the wolves, Enough with your temper
Enough with the wounds, Enough with your shelter
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12. |
Marla Singer
03:37
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I can't see straight, my vision doubled,
Through this illusion, I thought was my cure
Hovering on, my right away
Bones of her hands, in search of a way
The End to your story, to fight this down
That holds no glory, 'till you come around
Fight off the dark, that's yet to start
Before the end, grab hold of your heart
Spark to a flame, never let go
yet to be lit, from all that you know
It led you here, search to find who
Throughout your fear, be the true you
Chasing the dreams, find what's unknown
Tear open seams, to make it into your own
Push through the waves, ration your thoughts
Haunt them from sleep, while not getting caught
Sitting inside, the home of my own thoughts
While your eyes reach towards the horizon
Contemplating self-taught definitions
Angling our direction, aiming for our past
Regardless of what fuels our motivations
It must always start from inside, within
However, what if we could inspire ourselves?
Could we ever teach it to be perpetually driven?
the smoke was continuously getting darker
Neither of us were able to reach on through
Temporarily blinded by what we had seen
You mustn`t know my hands and their capabilities
Push through the waves, optimistic shading
For your compassion for everything you’ve ever made
Marla Singer, I thank you for your guidance
You held my face before I let you go
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Emotions
02:44
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Triangles in everything I do
Memorial of who used to use who
Within this vessel I call my own
A bag of atoms processing what we labeled life
For what it's worth,
I've been realigning myself
Dizzy days, common haze
Melancholic comfort
So I could ground myself
So I could ground myself
So I could ground myself
Parallel thoughts caught between two dots of the scene
Configuring levels of emotion
Connecting overpasses and clouds
Parallel bound; caught between two thoughts
Been starting to think I understand
A little more as I pull myself deeper
My home is not an anchored ship
But wherever I choose to allow myself to be
Allow myself to be
Allow myself to be
Let’s go back
Inside perception
Where I could never really choose to be
Dodging deception
When I never really had a choice to see
All I perceive
I could never really seem to hold
While all you receive
You just never really seem to fold
Till we've had our fix
We could never really choose to stay apart
As we're left to mix
But never get to choose the colour for our art
Aligning constellations
Never will you hold space from being alive
Intertwining evolutions
Of everything as your pulse stays by my side
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Feline
03:30
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Dancing with your nine lives And dancing with your whiskers Twisting while you're turning And turning while you're twisting Happiness isn't for someone else to filter It's all hidden in the open for us to discover I'm sorry that I dragged you into the person I am I'm just a passing number running through a program I pushed myself only to hold myself where I would stand Though I would run to anywhere or any place that you might have ran Marshmallow dreams, caught in the seems Your blinding light, catching me in the beams Your legs they felt too real, it wasn't a dream My dirty hands will never be clean When all the smoke will come to clear I hope that I can find you near If not, I'll run 'til you appear If not, I'll run from my fears If not, I'll run 'til you appear If not, I'll run from my fears S/O a toute les âmes qui ont vecue la meme histoire Se sentir seule ou être perdu dans un moment sans espoir Ou dans un moment sans lumière ou on se trouve dans le noir J'aimerais tellement ca pouvoir te parler sans métaphore Mais mes mots ne seront jamais donter malgré l'effort But I know que dire jamais n'est jamais vrais qu'à la mort Au temps que c'est plus fort que moi, parfois c'est moi qui est plus fort And this time they're telling you that they want it encore Il te dit fait attention au plafond, arrete de monter la bar C'est pas d'ma faut, je ne voulais pas leur donner mon sort Just trying to get what's mine, le remplir jusqu'au rebord Knock me all you like, je vais juste revenir comme un resare My parents raised me de façon à ce que je m'en sors I'm just trying to know myself sans que je me compare Ya quelque chose en ton esprit qui me ramene a ton corps And you call And I fall
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Jerbare Montreal, Québec
Multi-Instrumentalist ° Vocalist ° Producer
Electronica ° Post-Rock ° Cinematic ° Ambient
Montreal, Qc, Ca
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